I’ve been completely sober for 320 days.
November 16, 0107 | By butlerrarines
I’ve been completely sober for 320 days. 5:10 am. Alarm. Snooze. Alarm. Definitely did not want to get out of bed. Yoga. Definitely need to...
My Recovery Journey
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January 1 2017 – 0 Days Sober
January 1, 2017 | By butlerrarines
Happy New Year everyone! I love you! Great passage from Epictetus to start the new year (and my 60 days of no drinking and more...
day 20: Ego is the enemy
January 20, 2017 | By butlerrarines
On Day 20 of no drinking, I finish books on Friday night.
Day 100 of no drinking.
April 10, 2017 | By butlerrarines
Day 100 of no drinking. One hundred days ago I had compiled a list of all the things I needed to do to improve my...
Day 120 of no drinking completed
May 1, 2017 | By butlerrarines
“When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be.” ― Lao Tzu Day 120 of no drinking completed. I think...
Day 140 of no drinking completed.
May 21, 2017 | By butlerrarines
Day 140 of no drinking completed. What does one do on this day instead of drink? Dress up like an elf with my niece and...
Today is 145 days of no drinking.
May 25, 2017 | By butlerrarines
4 years and 145 days. Today is 145 days of no drinking. Today is 60 lbs ago. Today is also the 4 year anniversary of...
170 Days Sober: realizing how flawed I still am.
June 19, 2017 | By butlerrarines
In 170 days of not drinking the hardest part so far is realizing how flawed I still am. I still make huge mistakes. I still...
It has been over half a year since I stopped drinking (190 days).
July 9, 2017 | By butlerrarines
It has been over half a year since I stopped drinking (190 days). This is an attempt at an honest reflection. Is it worth it?...
200 days sober: Really Facing Yourself for the First time
July 19, 2017 | By butlerrarines
Really Facing Yourself for the First time Warning: Awareness may come with pain. I’ve been completely sober for 200 days. The last 10 days have...
On day 210 of not drinking, I am a humbled man.
July 29, 2017 | By butlerrarines
“Transformation isn’t sweet and bright. It’s a dark and murky, painful pushing. An unraveling of the truths you’ve carried in your body. A practice in...
Day 220: No BS
August 8, 2017 | By butlerrarines
I stopped drinking 220 days ago. Recently I questioned my decision. I am recounting these events to remind myself why I chose this path; why...
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